friends

Friends come

and friends go

ups and downs

as fast as roller coasters

We smile

we talk like family

closer than peas in a pod

but sometimes along the way

the pod gets broke open.

some peas get smashed

some get taken away

some go ROTTEN

there are those who stick with you

through the thick and the thin

we never know

which friends will stay

and which ones will go

we all hope to have a life with friends

just make sure they are worth the trouble

Im wishing on a star

Im wishing on a star

to find a crystal ship

im standing on the shore

ith nothing but a memory

and your gone

into the wind

Pain

Pain.

Loss

evil

heartbreak

I hate the life that i lead today

If i was to take a second chance,

it would start a long time ago

Then the pain wouldnt be here

im not sure i would be either

I would be somewhere better

Smiling while the sun shines

but now i sit here.

only feeling pain

wishing it would rain

so nobody can see my tears

my past haunts me

my future taunts me

My present holds me down in shackles

why cant i see past

what i have done

they block me from moving on

and i cant help but scream

because everything i love(d)

is now keeping me from loving someone new

the end is coming

ive seen it in my dreams

the stars are dying

and the trees are crying

The angel's son weeps

Tears of silver gold

The demons crawl from the eyes of the damned

And there is no safety for sinners

Lost

Im lost between two worlds

haunted by those ive hurt

Shattered by those who've hurt me

pulled this way and that

by things i want

yet slammed and locked into a box

by the world who doesnt want me to be seen

the sun doesnt shine

on this world of mine

gone is the light from my love

it is hidden away.

in a safe

i have the key

i open it only on special occasions

when i feel it is safe


Only the closest have seen it

i hope that changes one day