Owkaii so heres the dealio., yo

well. ok. so heres the down low on whats been happening lately. my life is basically becoming crappier and crappier. cody is amazing. and being his friend is amazing. we are seeing new moon on saturday. but that seems so be a . idk. a good in the rest of all this crap. I wish. that everything i wish for would come true. my nightmares come true. so why cant my dreams

IDK ANYMORE

Idk what to say about getting hurt. i dont think i have a heart and soul anymore. dont turn into me...... ive been hurt so many times. just because i cant stand to hurt ppl. and so i wait for them to hurt me. i get attched then it happens and i harden up a bit more each time. ...............i dont think i have a soul. nothing hurts anymore., and when it does. it just scratches a bit. because its just digging black hole deeper

Wel

Well. i think that i am prolly dying. i have never had so many medical problems at once. I think that maybe im cursed. or something from the past is trying to catch up with everything ive missed. i had the worst fever ever today. and i felt horrible and wanted to puke. but i didnt. so. idk. i wonder whats going on