Ive been doing some thinking lately. And ive decided that Life is a total bag of crap. People lie, scheme, plot, destroy, and take things. They take other peoples trust, love, minds, their very souls! and then they shatter them into pieces. and then throw them back at you. and save some shards to stab you in the back. and maybe use them later as blackmail. This has happened to me. People i thought loved me, my friends, my lovers, family.......They all turn on me eventually. i know its my fault somehow. im just not sure how. im cursed to live alone/ as are the rest of us.

I know people hate me so dont try to say otherwise. I can see it in their eyes, they say oh yeah, we're best friends. Bffs, We'll be the old people causeing trouble in the nursing homes. well yeah in your eyes ur saying "Get away freak; fuck off; go to your corner, slit your wrists and die; leave me alone, god; hes so annoying; doesnt he know he looks like an emo FREAK"

Your eyes show the truth. I swear it by the goddess