These are my deep thoughts. the ones i hide from everyone. even myself. and letting them out like this is bad. especially on the internet. but. if you read these. be warned. hey are not for the faint of heart so please dont hate me....
---me slitting someones throat and letting their blood wash over me. and im smiling the whole time.
----me sitting on the couch, i get up, pick up the Tv. and smash the big thing over my brothers head
---- me getting a gun. and walking downstairs and shooting everything, lighting the house on fire, and then i shoot myself
---- i just kill random people i dont like. and i keep their eyes in a big jar. and i know who is who by just looking
----- (this is one ive come close to doing) just sitting in bed cutting random things into my skin all over , even on my tongue.
thats it for now. i hope you dont dislike me just because of this. I hide these even from myself. and this is not me!!! i dont want to be that person. :'( but the thoughts dont go away. they just dont stop. why cant i be normal...........
Sunday, October 4, 2009
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